i've been asleep for a couple of days now and i'm just waking up.
i can't remember if that sound has been here forever,
but it came back stronger than ever
like a thousand train crashes happening behind my eyes.
your's; it felt like this forever but you never realized it until someone pointed it out.
so....
is it really gonna be like this forever or will it be like this until everything fades out?
can we pretend to be like this forever?
are we all still broke? are we still living inside our homes? will we still sleep in the same beds we did when we were all sixteen years old?
"until it falls apart"
tell me honey was this your genius back up plan or did you just jump the first chance that you got?
you think you're acting so coy and nobody's onto the things that are on your mind.
the first time your caught is the end of your summer.
the first time your caught is the end of it all.
so...
is it really gonna be like this forever or will it be like this until everything fades out?
can we pretend to be like this forever or do you still feel lost in the grand scheme of it all? do you still feel like you're in the same place you were when you were only fifteen years old?
"until it falls apart"
it's like november never ended and we're still the people we used to be.
you're still hanging around with those people you say that you don't like.
i know this because you complain about them all the time.
i wish i had your patience
because who knows where i'd be now.......
(a lucid dream occurs)
(the alarm clock goes off at 5:00am, but you remain in the exact moments between you shutting your alarm off and you opening your eyes; a panic ensues)
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